I have been praying so hard lately...I have probably prayed more in the last week than I have prayed in a long time. I have a friend who has been going through some medical issues and this has greatly impacted me and burdened my heart for him. His attitude and faith has inspired and amazed me! At 16, I am not sure if I would have the same reactions and attitude that he has displayed! I can see God in him and at work in him despite all that is going on in his life. I am SO thankful to know that He is in God's hands. God is sovereign and in control of this situation. He has a plan and a purpose...I don't understand it but I trust God knows what He is doing. I am praying for a miracle and for my friend to be completely healed right now! This may or may not be God's plan...that is hard for me to swallow. Why do things like this happen? What is the purpose? I know that it is to bring God glory and all of that, but I am just being honest and sharing my thoughts. I just wish there was an "easy" button to push that would make my friend completely whole and healthy! God, I do trust you and I know that you will work all of this for Your good. Please heal him. Please keep me focused on You, praying and trusting in you. It is not always easy to trust when things are confusing or hard. Please help me when I am weak or sad to turn to you with my fears, feelings, desires. You are in control of this and I know You are doing miracles! Please give him strength and rest and peace and comfort. Awaiting more miracles from You! I love you!