God is with me

I should be sleeping right now but I have so many thoughts and emotions swirling around in my brain. I thought if I wrote about them, it would help me sort through it and sleep better. I hope I don't ramble too much and what I write makes sense, if not, please forgive me! ;)

The past week or so I have been praying hard for baby Ewan and his parents Kirsten and James. Ewan was born with a serious and rare CHD, Tetralogy of Fallot. He has had a couple of surgeries already in his first 2 weeks of life. His lungs have had issues and his sat levels and other things have gone up and down. While I know God is sovereign in this and He is in complete control and is trustworthy in all of this, it is hard...so many questions enter my mind...why is this happening? when will this end? but I keep reminding myself of all that God has done in Ewan's life, his mommy and daddy's life, and in the lives of all who are praying. God is a powerful, amazing, miraculous God. He knows what He is doing.

Please join me in praying for this precious babe and for his parents. If you want to know more and to follow this precious family please check out Team Ewan on Facebook or www.team-ewan.com

I love how God uses music to touch my heart...the song "Light up the sky" by The Afters was playing on the radio as I was driving home tonight. The sky had been filled with lightning and was an awesome display of God and His power...as the song was playing, I thought of my friends Kirsten and James and their precious baby Ewan. Tears welled up in my eyes...I am so thankful for how God used this song to minister to me tonight...

"When I'm feeling all alone With so far to go The signs are no where on this road Guiding me home When the night is closing in Is falling on my skin Oh God will You come close?

(Chorus) Light light light up the sky You light up the sky To show me You are with me I I I can't deny No I can't deny that You are right here with me You've opened my eyes So I can see You all around me Light light light up the sky You light up the sky to show me That You are with me

When stars are hiding in the clouds I don't feel them shining When I can't see You beyond my doubt The silver lining When I've almost reached the end Like a flood You're rushing in Your love is rushing in

(Chorus)

So I run straight into Your arms You're the bright and morning sun To show Your love there's nothing You won't do

(Chorus)

That You are with me That You are with me"

God, I am SO thankful that You are with me, all the time, no matter what! I am also SO thankful that You are continually with Kirsten, James, and Ewan...Your love is amazing!